ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

2:23 AM

Uh, uh, some deep shit, uh, uh

Momma please stop cryin, I can’t stand the sound

Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down

I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed

I told dad you didn’t mean those nasty things yousaid

You fight about money, bout me and my brother

And this I come home to, this is my shelter

It ain’t easy growin up in World War III

Never knowin what love could be, you’ll see I don’t want love to destroy me like it has donemy family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?

I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?

I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don’tleave

Daddy please stop yellin,

I can’t stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around

My mama she loves you, no matter what she saysits true

I know that she hurts you, but remember I loveyou, too

I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away

Don’t wanna go back to that place, but don’t haveno choice, no way

It ain’t easy growin up in World War III

Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen I don’t want love to destroy me like it did myfamily

Can we work it out?

Can we be a family?

I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything

Can we work it out?

Can we be a family?

I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don’tleave

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy

Let’s play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally

I don’t wanna have to split the holidays

I don’t want two addresses

I don’t want a step-brother anyways

And I don’t want my mom to have to change herlast name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy

We look pretty normal, let's go back to that

In our family portrait we look pretty happy

Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait we look pretty happy

(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)

We look pretty normal, let's go back to that

(I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll doanything)

In our family portrait we look pretty happy

(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)

Let's play pretend act and like it comes sonaturally

(I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don'tleave)

In our family portrait we look pretty happy

(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)

We look pretty normal, let's go back to that

(I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don'tleave)

Daddy don’t leave Daddy don’t leave Daddy don’t leave

Turn around please

Remember that the night you left you took myshining star?

Daddy don’t leave Daddy don’t leave Daddy don’t leave

Don't leave us here alone Mom will be nicer

I’ll be so much better, I’ll tell my brother Oh, I won’t spill the milk at dinner

I’ll be so much better, I’ll do everything right

I’ll be your little girl forever I’ll go to sleep at night


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, March 25, 2006

5:13 AM

today was kc family day
yupp menu for today was : chocolate coated strawberries, apples, marshmellows and nuts with cereals and not forgetting those lovely icecream floats. plus faye's pretty manga drawings and the earrings and all.





seriously what a hectic day is was. super tiring was walking around trying to promote the items and sadly got rejected too. but owells heard that we made more than 1000 just from the floats alone so that was pretty good!!!




the people from campus superstar came today. yupp o man talk about craziness. i mean seriously the screams were way much louder than that time when avril came. but wait a minute isnt avril like supposed to be more popular. but owells i still think they dont look exactly say that good so yupp only SOME can sing. haha





ooo saw justin for the first time today. haha and trust me rina's pluse was like so fast. yupp he surprisingly didnt look one bit like that picture she showed me. but owells he's her man. haha. seemed quite nice too though.






retardation she really went to speak to my dad. haha and she talked bout her family and campus superstar to him. haha funniness.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, March 23, 2006

2:02 AM

have not blogged for a REALLY long time so yupp shall try to make it a point to blog more often from now onward as man really dont quite like it when my blog is dead but owell i guess im just lazy.





lessons was not too bad completed lit during physics as she did not come today so it was not too bad. the only rubbish part is that i wrote totally way off point so yaah that was crap man. geog was rather slackish today. yupp ended up bitching about some people in class today. haha was kinda odd as i never thought she could have actually been such a person i mean man what is the world coming to.





well the cheerleading group is coming up really good yupp those girls sure do look good. well it was actually rather amuzing watching them practice today. haha. well we did some really dang thing during pastoral care. yupp it was super sweet as the class had to write at least a positive thing bout each other in class yupp. i thought it was really sweet.




here are my comments

hey partner!
pity me. i have to tolerate your MADNESS everyday!
but it's okie. Its so fun having you around
-Rina


Hello peter pan friend =)
I remember all those wild times. Sambal kangkons & chilli crab and all. haha.
love you real lots friend
- kimberly


hello! =) though i dont talk to you much for the past 1 year, but you have been great.
all the random outings we had with kim and rina.
HAHA. I LOVE YOU =D
- sijia


Yo! loud and wacky you!
love you loads man!
never hear your retard laughter 4 so long. still.
i love yoo!! God Bless
-yuxin


TWINPEAKS
keep the laughter coming!
much love liz


why you wanna edit music?
haha you wanna become a dj ah?
then i'll have a cool dj friend
paaan


Babe! you play tennis like a pro =)
haha a math lessons rock man!
love love love you!
love melanie


JESS!
we meet at the void deck =)
haha you're so funny man!
love being your partner
-deb


JESS!!
adraino rocks!
crazy gal! haha. known you for sooo long and you've just turned crazier. but that's what i like you for XP
-carolyn


Jessie!
love going shoppin wit you!
nice knowing ya for so many years!
love trixia


RARR! =)
Hey you! desperate housewife!
heehees! =) adore you and your nonsense!
rock on!
-jac


YO! =)
hahaha
nice having you around during a maths
*smiles*
you sick GIRL! haha
-amanda


crazy jessica!
always eating crabsticks with sambal sauce!
love you!
-amilia


Hey... Jessica...
you're kinda funny and wierd...
always making all the funny and sick songs with debbie...
haha..
dont stop..
keep writing them..
i love it!
take care love ya
-sam


hey jess!
thanks for everything!
you're extremely crazy and fun to be with!
love you
-van.c



OUR CLASS FLYERS ROCKS

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;